The GCE 'A' Level results were just recently released and as expected, a disappointment. I knew I was going to fail, I was stubborn and naive to think that I would actually be able to just re-sit for the June exam without having to actually be disappointed about my results. I see all my friends proceeding to university and yet here I am, trying so hard to hold my head up high despite the disadvantage to my situation.
I searched for as much loop holes as I can but it seems like I had no choice but to re-sit for the exam. I was so dearly interested in pursuing my university year this year. I could not blame anyone else but myself. I knew I was capable to doing better but I let people get to me, telling me that I wasn't going to be able to pursue my dreams. My teachers who I depended on to keep me motivated, disappointed me.
How could I let myself go like that? I used to be a high achiever. I need to implement myself and grow a shield where I wouldn't be able to be touched by anyone or anything. I'd just go on ahead and chase my dreams. No more slacking off or procrastinating.
It's time that I realized that there are people who want you to fail but failing will only benefit them and not yourself.
This is my wake up call.
